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Instructions: Write seven statements intended to different people, and never tell anyone who they are about.
If I had the guts........
1. You never cease to surprise me. You were somebody I saw as a very well-respected person, but you've quickly turned that around and become one of the most juvenile people that I know. The way you handle things is just... for lack of a better word, dumb. Actually, it's just plain ridiculous. Ironic, since you look so mature on the outside. I actually regret getting to know you now.

2. I love you, and I love your bluntness. Your honesty helps me reflect on the person I'm becoming and helps me figure out what's really important to me. But your honesty is starting to show me that you don't think very much of me at all. You probably know me better than anyone. I don't know what I did to make you think so low of me. It kills me, because I always know you mean the things you say.

3. All I want to is say to you is, "Let's put this all aside: all the awkwardness, everything that's happened, and all the hurting." It's hard for me to look at you and see what's become of us and what could be. I guess it's hard to be friends when we weren't really to begin with. I wish I could just sit down and talk with you. If only we both weren't so scared.

4. You're confusing, but you make me unbelievably happy, the kind of happy that makes me wish I could write songs or dance like a pro or hug you until my heart bursts. If only you knew the other 34925780539827 billion things I want to say to you.

5. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. You have no idea how bad of a friend I have been to you. You have no idea how much I have turned against you. You have no idea at all. If you found out half the shit that I talk behind your back, you would hate me. I would hate me. I do hate me for that. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

6. I'M SO GLAD I HAVE YOU BACK IN MY LIFE. I've said this way too many times. And I know you know who you are. But I am very glad. :)

7. I don't know what's up. We haven't talked in what feels like a million years. I don't know why I can't talk to you anymore. I don't know why you can't talk to me anymore. When we see each other, it's all small talk and saying the same things over and over again. I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG!!!!
8. (I know there's only supposed to be 7.) Despite what you think of yourself, you are uber cool. DON'T EVER BE AFRAID TO BE BEAUTIFUL!