My computer crashed. Meaning, all my files may possible have fallen into the deep abyss of Digimon that eat the internet. If you haven't watched this movie, WATCH IT. NOW. Anyways, continuing on.To you:
Today, you surprised me. And that's so unusual, because you never seem to surprise me, because I usually know you so well. It's not that I felt as if I didn't know you, but more that I had forgotten how well I know you. I had forgotten how easy it was to share things with you and laugh with you. I forgot how easy it is when you're around. I'm having an I've-missed-you-in-my-life moment.
PS: I am SO proud of you. I never get the chance to say that enough.
To you:
Everyday that you say you'll come back and you don't, is the day that I tell myself I'm giving up. I never really do though, because I ALWAYS believe what you say. I don't keep count of how many times you let me down anymore. I can't keep track of many times I look at that door and expect you to walk through. You never walk through. I'm sorry if it's inconvenient for you to not disappoint me. At least if you're gonna, be truthful about it. ONE DAY, I'LL STOP BELIEVING YOU.
To you:
That mess in my room is because of you. That smile on my face is because of you. That fire in my heart is because you.
And to you:
Happy Birthday baby brother. We've been together since we were wee little kids, and I can't imagine it any other way. In my eyes, you'll always be that kid, but at the same time, we're all rooting for you to grow up, mentally.... and a bit more physically. HAHA. You are nowhere near 16. You may as well be my little brother. I mean, I love you to bits and pieces, but at the same time, I want to throw you off a cliff. You make me laugh as easily as you annoy the hell outta me. There's been so many moments where I'm so fed up and fustrated you, but you know that no amount of insults that you spit at me could make me love you any less. I mean, you're family.That is all.
3 comments:
Lol, i'm real sorry about your computer. I really need to get an external hard drive to back up my files..but i really don't want to spend the money! And meh @ digimon. Seemed stupid when it came out, just a copy of pokemon, especially the name. I mean..come on. AT LEAST try to be creative...jesus. And congratz to your brother ^^
I'M SO ANGRY. I hope my files aren't actually all gone or I'm gonna kick someone really hard.
And, Digimon is the bomb.
And, he's not actually my brother. But he's pretty darn close. :)
lol that sucks :(
ahh no way! its a pokemon copy :(
ooh. i understand.
but dude. i saw this girl with these intricate nail polish pattern thing. and i thought of you :)
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