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I keep on thinking that I'm not supposed to be here. I feel like right now isn't a good time for me to be away from home, like I need to stop saying that I should be there and actually be there. But then I see my grandpa. I see his hands quiver and that every step he takes is a little weaker. I hear him hack away (more than usual) every time he comes back from a smoke, and even when he doesn't. He's no longer tough as nails like when I was when I was a kid. I used to have trouble keeping up with him, but now he's the one that needs breathers. His complaining keeps everyone worried. His stubbornness keeps him from seeing a doctor. I see all this, and I know exactly why I'm here.
Keep your head up, I'll be back soon.

Happiness Meme, Day 15
Today, I decided that it would be a good idea to explore on my own, and I got lost. Twice. I still think it was a good idea.