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I told myself I wasn't gonna do this, but I guess it's too late.

This is the part when all my little insecurities come out and show their true colours.

And the reason why it usually doesn't happen is because I like to make things quick and painless, with an emphasis on the quick.

I'm a bit of a doubter, you see. I rarely trust that gut feeling deep inside, and I just need to see it happen right in front of me.

Or else things make me anxious. And a little impatient.

And give me that panicky feeling inside my chest whenever I consider the possibility that I really could be wasting my emotions.

Then I waste my time worrying, pacing and letting my imagination run in circles around itself.

Just say something. Anything at all.