Okay, so I have to admit it's a little bit cute when you're overprotective, but that aside, there have been countless times that I feel like there's too much of you in my life. You don't even realize how easy it is for you to bring me down. You're rude and arrogant, and you use the excuse that you don't mean what you say, but that really doesn't make it hurt any less. And when you're honest, you're brutally honest. And I don't mean just being plain blunt. I mean, you take your honesty, shove my face in it and grind it until it gets under my skin.
I really can't help it that my life choices don't line up with your ideals, and in actuality, you have no say whatsoever. I don't live to make you happy, and for some reason, you make it a point to make me feel insecure because of that. Your jokes really aren't funny anymore. Grow the hell up. I'm not the only person telling you this, and you know that. You've always been a kid to me, and I've realized that we have to stop looking at you in that light or else you're gonna stay a kid forever.
And yenno, it's so ironic. You've known me longer than anyone else, but you're someone who I'm afraid to be myself around.
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