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I don't want to unload everything. I want to learn you, bit by bit.
But I have to think too much, choosing words as carefully as I do in these posts.
And I feel this underlying pressure to be a different person.
I can't tell whether it's drawing me away or to, as if things are this black-and-white these days.
But I would be lying if I said I could look at you and feel nothing at all.