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Should I or should I not?
"It's not like I'm doing anything wrong" usually means something's not right.
I'm not pushing for anything.
Well, maybe a little bit. I just want this without that, because that complicates things. A lot.
But maybe it's impossible to separate those things.

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It fills me with joy seeing you on your turf, in your prime, and doing what you love and what you're good at. The anticipation is killing me. And yes, there's a double meaning to that.

Things I Like:

#4.

There are many things I like today.

3 Things: Headphones, socks and Sara Bareilles.
Today, Josh gave me the most adorable teddy bear ear buds I've ever seen in my life. My little brother can be nice to me. Sometimes. They're not the most wonderful quality and will probably break in about a week.. But they're so cute!
I also enjoy the iPod sock that Caleb gave me. It keeps my baby warm on cold winter nights like tonight. He pointed out to me that if I put it on upside down, it turns into a toque.
Another thing that's been keeping me going these days is Kaleidoscope Heart, Sara Barielle's new album. It's phenomenal. I look forward to mornings when I can sit on the bus and actually listen to each song.

And this is the part where I get to be a girl. Sorry for those of you who don't care much for make-up. You can either deal with it or just skip over this part.

If I could only buy one eyeshadow quad (I'm talking drugstore brands here, mind you) for the rest of my life, it would be Revlon's 12-Hour Colorstay Eyeshadow in Priceless Metals. It comes with 4 colours: Bronze, Copper, Gold and Silver. They're all metallic, which I love because it's hard for me to find matte eyeshadows that I like and I'm not a huge fan of really glittery ones either. The browns are neutral enough for me to wear on a daily basis, and the gold goes well with my skin tone. I usually use silver to highlight the inner corners of my eyes, so it's pretty much perfect. The only complaint I have about it is the brushes it comes with are basically useless. The colours all blend together well, and not only does it stay on for the entire day, it keeps my eyeliner from smudging too!

That is all.