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Life just decided to take a huge dump on me in the form of homework and busyness. I'm back to late nights of worrying and putting my immune system (or lack there of) through the usual turmoil. With my responsibilities and priorities comes the habitual negligence of the things that should be the most important. It makes me fickle when I'd like to think I'm steady, as if things should come my way instead of me reaching out.
But life's also given me some unlikely friends. I've been unexpectedly putting my trust in people who I don't know the true nature of yet. And we'll see how this goes. After all, there's fake love, momentary sparks and long-lasting surprises, and they all look the same from here.
I feel like sooner or later, I'm going to have to sit down and do something difficult and challenging, because ironically, being too busy and squeezing every minute out of the hours seems to come to me too easily these days.