You say you're ready to come back.
I say I'm ready to move on.
But as long as I'm here, I'll welcome you with open arms.
And if that falls short, He's been waiting for much longer than anyone else (even though you argue that nobody has been waiting).
I hope you know He's teaching you that you can't fix you with just you.
I hope you know He's telling you that you don't have to fix you.