You know that feeling when you're both scared to death of something, but you want it so badly at the same time?
Like when you really think about it, it makes you feel like all your confidence has been sucked out of you, but you've never been so sure before.
It's that thing that makes your heart lunge out of your body with hands wide opened.
And you want to do everything you can to make it happen, but you're also trying not to expect too much, because some things are too good to be true.
And you're really hoping things are going to work out this time, but everyone knows risky to think like that.
But some things are worth the risk. And when you've got nothing to lose, it's even better.
I can't even focus on math anymore.