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This was me a couple years ago.

This is going to be me in a couple weeks.

(This picture was taken in Tofino, but I can't remember from who's camera. Anyways, I'm kind of proud of my editing job.)

It's so strange to think that I'm going back but on the flip side of things. I'm no longer a Junior on the Band Trip, but an Intern. There's so much plan - figure out games and activities to keep a group of teenagers entertained, buy bonfire supplies, think about what the heck I'm gonna do for devotionals. I know the trip's not for another 2 weeks but even thinking about leading a group of kids I barely know is nerve-wracking. I've been in this position all year, but I still feel a disconnect, and I don't think I've grown much as a leader. 

There's so many activities in between too - finish my Dogwood Application (my stiff piano fingers are failing me), put together a worship set for 30 Hour Famine, perform at the Gala, plan out the Talent Show (which is basically my last big job as President. Next up is Elections.. Seriously?!). I feel like nothing's getting done.. Granted, I've only been back to school for a day. But it doesn't help that all I've been doing is absorbing myself in music and getting up in the middle of the night to blog (oh the habits of Spring Break).

But essentially, once I hit the point of cruising around Vancouver Island, I'm home free. After that is Easter weekend, San Fransisco, History Makers, a May that's going to fly by, a few exams to stress over, Grad, and then a summer in Taiwan. 

Wow.. What the heck.